Hookah smoking and sex.

What would my mother say about this post? She'd probably smile and say something along the lines of "penis". Reasons above why I love her so dearly.

I feel as if I'm having the college experience without college. Its nice. I think it will prepare me so that I really wont care to party once I start attending college at least that's what I hope. I have decided that I do not want to dorm. I rather commute, living with 6 plus other people? Fuck that. Last night I smoked hookah and had wonderful sex with my boyfriend. His name is Andy, hes Asian and, hes FOREIGN. Canada counts right? Eh, whatever... In my book it does. Might I add the rumours about Asians? NADA TRUE. On a more romantic note, I feel we have really good chemistry, like I get butterflies its been so long that that has happened that I knew they were real and not some fantasy I didn't want to let the chance slip by. I want to be happy with someone. Fall in or fall out at least I'm falling into something that I want to.

Now back to the college part, My mind has been going 500 million different ways BUT! I think I have finally got a bit closer to my puzzle disaster otherwise known as " WHAT THE FUCK DO I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE." So massage therapy is still number one. I still really want to do that and it will happen. But I know see myself minoring in business and majoring in creative writing. Makes sense right? I have found so much success in writing, I also really enjoy it so I think I'm going to follow through with that plan. For now :)

Too tired to care, too happy to listen. peace the fuck out.